Monday, August 7

Please pray.


In the past 6 months, I have felt like God was leading me in 2 completely different directions. I love the children at our church, but I also love the children in Mexico. My heart is torn and different people have said things that would seem to direct me in opposite directions.

When I was in Magdalena last month talking to Marcos (the owner of our favorite restaurant & friend of Manuel's), he stated that he is going to have free wireless internet in his restaurant for his customers. This got me thinking.... Right now, I am based out of the Tampa office for work and I have the ability to work from home. How awesome would it be to work from home but live in Mexico? I already have a meeting to talk to my rep and director tomorrow regarding something else, so I am probably going to bring up this possibility to them then. I would like to be a self-supporting missionary to those kids, and I believe that God was the one that put this idea in my head and heart. I still have fears though that my dream will be crushed and not be a possibility.

There are a lot of other little things that I would need help with like getting out of my current lease, finding the place to move into, and finding a new Prims teacher. I wouldn't want to leave anyone hanging, but at the same time, if God calls me to it, I can't be too worried about it. It's all under His control, and only He knows the full picture.

1 comment:

Oz said...

Wow .. that would be totally crazy.

You might start a missionary revolution.