Sometimes, I just don't understand... See, I always worry about my job and if I'm going to get fired or laid off or whatever. Part of it is because my whole team is based in FL, and I'm the only one here. Since I don't see my boss or even talk to him everyday, I would think it would be easy for him to forget about me and choose me to let go if he had to let someone... Yet, that's not the case. Work is actually going really well. My whole job changes on Monday... I have all the responsibilities that my lead had besides the lead part. I may have to travel more, which can be good and bad... The pressure of conducting meetings and representing my company by myself is something that I hope I can handle... I'm sure I'll be fine, but it's definitely still nerve wrecking. Yet, because of the travelling, I am required to have a company laptop and blackberry so they can reach me at anytime. Obviously, I'll be compensated for these new responsibilities as well, but I won't find that part out for about a month....so right when I'll be heading to DC for my first trip. It's all a little overwhelming for me right now, and it kind of stressing me out.... Yet, I am so blessed and it's these times where you know that God has a tremendous amount of mercy.