Sometimes I don't know if I can handle the things around me. I see the hurt that these people are going through and have gone through and I ache. My chest hurts and feels bruised, my heart is beating faster and I am in physical pain for what I have seen people at work go through. Michael has had a horrible life and if I had went through all of that. . . I wonder if I could believe at all. . . . would I be an atheist if I had his life? Does God just have His hand on some of us more than He does on others? I don't know, but Lord, please heal him for all of the things he has been through. I know he says that he is okay, but I just don't know how he could be. I know he is a strong person, but please Lord, help him become vulnerable to you. Touch his heart, touch his life, comfort and heal him. Give him the hope only you can give and be with him throughout this day. I love You Lord, and I ask You to touch him today.

As for Megan, she is going through so much as well Lord. Please continue to work with her and help her not being comfortable with the decision she has made in the past in regards to her current situation. Continue to help her and show her that You can be her strength and source. You can be her provider for all of her physical, emotional, and personal needs. Oh Lord, be with her in the decisions she has - please Lord, help her make the one You would desire for her.

Thank you Lord for wanting to take on all of my burdens as well as the burdens of others. I lift myself up to You and ask You to continue to give me the words to say, the compassion to comfort, and the wisdom to share. Use me and take control of all these situation. Thank You for Your goodness and the amount of love that You give to me. I am so glad that I have a God that is too good to imagine. . . . Thank You Lord. I love You.